its been a week... and i am viewin life differently

Well, for those who knws me , you will knw that i had always been the crazy, bubbly , attitude problem guy in town ... he he ..Well maybe i still am the joker in the crop , maybe i am still the stand up comedian that i always wanted to be but deep inside me... i know something is changin..

My Life is changing...
Yes , my life is changing.. Ever since my best buddy left us for good ( his ashes was casted into the sea ) , it makes me ponder over what we have now and whats next... it makes me think of what will happen if we are being put in his shoe, How do we react , how will we handle it ? Trust me..only a few can attain what Kelvin did... Indeed No one is perfect.. what i sees in him was the rapid change whithin the three years and he was becoming a no nonsense christian.. Yes.. he becomes that! Can i do it? I was asking...



What should i do ? A living testimony? A leader? A devoted Christian ? I am still searching ...God will knw that everyday i been praying for him to use me as his tool.. his instrument... in whatever ways possible....I know tat to live on , you also have to fight on ... Have faith, believe and honour God...

I was asking myself tat day ...how would one feel when he or she was being embarassed, humiliated? Of course, Anger will be in .. violences arise... But think about it for a second, what can be more humiliating than Jesus being asked to carry his cross, mocked by the soldiers for US.... He was innocent.. he was being mocked.. he pulled through... why cant we? Then i asked myself, what is the most painful experience which i had encountered... Think about it, my answer was NOTHING... Nothing can be more painful than Jesus being nailed onto the Cross...
Think about it , dont you agree??

( Kel and me during a gang BBQ )

Watever it is, all i have to say to everyone who is reading this( i bet there will be less than 10 , but its better than no one HA HA ) When you are down , when you are hurt, think about How jesus suffered for our sakes... if he wasnt complaining... why should we ??

I was at the WoW service today , Auntie Amara was sharing regards to Kelvin death and stuff.. One thing she said was Kelvin was fighting the battle against SATAN and he did commited some sins here and there.. he got the time to repent before he moves on .. Do we ?? What if we are not given a chance to ? What if we just die out of a sudden? I seriously urge People out there to repent and follow God as soon as you can .....

Psalm 25 ......A chapter from the bible that Auntie Amara urge each one to read about it and i think it is quite fruitful.. ppl , go check it out.... c ya

Robin
emmanuel
( God wif Us)
22/01/06


( Me, with the pigsy face, Jared, Aaron and Kel)



















Auntie Amara... A very devoted christian that i will forever be respectful of ..













I will always remember you and your favourite tee shirt of yours ...

( kelvin , before his condition worsen)











See u My brother..

Till we jam again

Robin
@@@GOF@@@