2 weeks

Tough time dont last .. tough people do ... Tats A tagline tat Angel ( one of my frd) uses...

HOW TRUE IS THAT ... Time wont stop.. or should i say Good times will not last too.. what would stay is the memory.. :) .. Just Like Winter.. The coldest season .... What can be coldest , darkest than that ?

Believe me .. My winter was here for a month or two now.... Apparently both Diona and myself have been putting up a brave front ...

For those who dont know... Our Daughter ( Faith) was dignosed with Ancenepaly and apparently we have to remove her from Diona's Womb Via Induced labour..This happened 2 weeks back.. ( Faith was Five months then )

When i first heard about her condition .. I was like ... Oh Great .. Whats Next ?

People around me , My families, Church mates , Frds , Colleagues , even Face book buddies from all over the world started encouraging me ...and Prayed for my family...

Eventually she left us on the 14th of Nov...

What pain me the most was when i see her little body... She was so beautiful .. I said a prayer for her , commiting her to God and i burst out in tears...

Such a lovely Angel .. But Gone too soon..

As times goes... I totally understand the feeling of all parents... Its tough being a parent... Its tougher to Handle the truth.. its Even tougher to Accept that its God's Will at time... Sometimes, we all live in the World of Denial...There is always Alot of What if ... But the truth is .. Who are we to be in control?

For my whole 31 yrs... I have never felt so peaceful.. Trust me , God Showered me with the peace when he Took Faith away ..
I was thinking .. WOW .. Abraham Listens to God and wanted to Sacrifice his only son then to God... He obeys.. And its not easy ... Which parent in the world would want to lose ur own kid...



Am i glad and proud Last Sunday , when Diona Stepped up and went to Share with the Church about Faith and what happen.. it was amazing because i know it have been tough and its not easy to take this first step to be open about it ..


Anyways..

Two weeks have past.. I have been the wall , the pillar... And i finally fall ill... Fever, Flu, Sore throat... And just Today .. My dear Boy lucas was admitted to Hospitial For high Fever.. He is still having the Fever as i am writing this right now... I cant be there to help him too much cause i am also having a fever ... Diona is currently the first line of defense...

Anyways tats just an update...


Whatever it is... i have learnt to Pray , Obey and Seek God's vision..


Faith, My dear child... U will be fine in heaven... am i glad that Pastor is going to conducted a mini service for u this tuesday and u will finally rest in peace in heaven.. U must be good and be strong :) I see u my love

Lucas, my dear boy, U have to be tough .. Stand up ... Pick urself up.. take your medication and get well soon ya ? Angels and Faith will be watching u ...

Diona , Thank u for ur strength and support.. Thank u
I love u


End of the day ..... I am just glad I have FAITH in my heart :)

Whats next? Maybe a Tattoo of Faith near to my chest :D

cheerios

Emmanuel de manny mano